My friends who have done things before I did them tell me about the joy they felt when it was all over. When they crossed the finish line, when they completed the task they took on.
I have almost never felt that joy. At least not at that very moment. I am saying almost because I was always relieved that its over.
Every time I took on something worth mentioning and actually finished it, it was invariably followed by a phase of clean up - tie the loose ends, thank everyone, reconcile, settle.
No overwhelming sensation of victory. But I cherish those memories. Crave to create more of them.
I have almost never felt that joy. At least not at that very moment. I am saying almost because I was always relieved that its over.
Every time I took on something worth mentioning and actually finished it, it was invariably followed by a phase of clean up - tie the loose ends, thank everyone, reconcile, settle.
No overwhelming sensation of victory. But I cherish those memories. Crave to create more of them.
